LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish you would listen
Just for once
I wish I could tell you something
Without getting put down
Without getting yelled
Or criticized
Or told that i'm wasting my life

You wonder why I don't tell you things
But when I try
I only get shot down

Why do you listen to her so intently?
And support her in everything she does?
You speak nothing but good about her
Yet you never talk about me that way

I get really frustrated
I've tried to tell you before
But you don't listen
You never listen
I try to tell you what I'm up to
But do you even care?
Because when I try to tell you
You get so defensive
As soon as I start to talk
You are so convinced
That I'm failing at life

I couldn't stand the fighting anymore
So I moved out
I was so angry all the time
A few doors were broken in rage
I wish you would have just listened

It's been seven years
And you still don't get a fucking hint
Why the hell can't you just pay attention
To what is going on in MY life
I've had enough of your favoritism

I'm trying to remember
If things were like this before
Because from what I recall
You used to care a lot more

All you care about is my grades in school
And no matter how well I do
It's never good enough for you
The only things you want to talk about
Are the things that stress me out
You don't want to hear
About anything that interests me

I'm so fucking sick of this
I'm tired of being put down
Right in front of my face
I'm sick of you being so controlling
I'm sick of being blamed for everything
I'm sick of you being nice to people
And then criticizing them
When they leave the room
I'm sick of you judging my friends
I'm sick of you judging ME
Why can't you just accept me
For who I am!!!!!!
And for who I will become?!!!!

I'm DONE praying things will get better
I'm sick of the way you treat me
It's not my fault
And you need to realise that
I don't know what I have to do
Or what I have to say
To get you to listen to me

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKING LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!


I wrote this one in April 2009 as well. One of the more angry ones.