Selfish and Jealous

I feel really selfish today. I feel that it's wrong but I am going to write about it anyway because I need to get it off my chest.

So my roommate broke up with her boyfriend 3 days ago. Yeah okay I can see how that would be hard but come on...do you really need to be surrounded by friends 24/7 for 3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not that it's even my business, but it seems a bit much. I admit I am kind of jealous. I have had lots of shit happen in my life, and I didn't have that kind of support. At one point I was suicidal and I had no friends to speak of. I got through it. Fuck Julia, when my dad DIED, I didn't need to be surrounded be friends constantly. I mean isn't that a bit needy?!?!? Its not like Kevin died. I'd probably have different views on this if you weren't such a BITCH to me. I'm sick of this shit. I'm sick of it!!!!!!!!!!! I am sick of being told you don't want to talk and then I hear you laughing and talking to your friend in the room next to mine. I say three words and thats too much for you though. I'm so fucking tired of this Julia!!!!!!! I am sick of being treated like shit. You don't treat your friends like this. WTF!!!!!!!! I am sick of sitting in my room alone because you don't want me around, and all the while hearing you having fun with Laura. It hurts, you know. But you probably don't give a fuck. You are so self absorbed.