10 months

I have 10 months SI free now. Will be 10 months on the 15th. Yeah yeah that's great and shit but my so-called sponsor won't even talk to me anymore. It's been over a month now. Story of my life. I know she's prob busy and shit but it's not just that. She told me last time we talked that sometimes she just doesn't answer the phone because she doesn't know what to say to me. I'm not really doing the steps any more. I don't want to feel like if I do, she'll talk to me. I just want to be friends with her again. But then, what is a person who is only a friend when it is convenient for them? Is that a friend? She's pretty much just supported my theory that everyone is like that.